Waiting For My Sweet Shy Boy

You asked me what happen to you
You wanted to know how I feel
You wanted me to be happy
You wanted to tell me
How much you love me

But you never did because
You were too shy to tell me
And you were too jealous to
See me with that other guy
Now I just wanna let you know

How I feel about you
I hate you more then the world itself
I hate everything you've done
I just don't know how to tell you
How much I hate you now

I do remember that you had me
As your best friend and that
You had a lot of fun with me
But you didn't know how I
Really feel about you

I can't believed that you leave me
You didn't even let me a chance
A chance to be with you
Just to tell you everything
You always wanted to know

You'll never know how much
You mean to me, you just
Didn't want to believe that
You were the one that I care
The most in this world

Only if you knew that I was
Waiting for you to come
Would you had been mine forever
Would you told me that you loved me
Would you had been happy with me

But I guess it's too late now
Now that you're gone
Now that you leave me without
Telling me that you loved me
With all your heart

I miss you so much that
I can't describle the pain
I'm sorry to make you
Feel the pain so long
Only if I knew

That you were jealous and shy
I would had done everything
Just for you to see that my love
Was true and that it will always be
I love you my sweet shy boy

April 9, 2005

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