Too Jealous Or Too Shy

Please tell me what happen to me
I wanna know where to go
Where to find the real me
I can not take the fact that
This person is me

The only thing I can remember is
That I had you as a best friend
That I had a lot of fun with you
That I was in love with you
But was I the one for you?

Pretty girl I know I would have
Done everything just for you
Just to make you smile
Just to make you laugh
But I guess you didn't care

You just wanted to be with
With that other guy
Which you believed that he will
Make you happy, smile, and laugh
So I never took my chance

To tell you that I love you
Maybe I was too shy to tell you
Or maybe I just couldn't stand
The pain which make me jealous
To see him with you and not me

I can't remember what I did
I don't know if I did something
Bad to him or not but I know
That after that I heard your voice
Calling for my name

Why did you call my name
Was it to tell me to stop
Was it to tell something else
The only thing I know was
That it was too late

Too late to go back
Too late to tell you
That I love you so much
I just wanted to let you know
That you were my everything

Now the only way to let you know
That I loved you will be that you
Read this message I wrote before I go
But I just wanted to hear your voice
Saying that you love me too

Deep inside me I know that I was
Shy and jealous but I know that
My love was true and never have
The courage to tell you
How much I need you to be with me

April 8, 2005

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